s l a ck e d . 3:26 PM 」



fuck those who look at me that way

holding a book in my hand studying, mum oso scold me dun actionaction nia. its like wtf im studying? not for u to see?
'i noe u want to play de la. dun action la. i walk off u start playing le. think i dunno'
fuck la what haf i done o.O

the thing i cannot tolerate. my mum compared me to a dog. she says at least a dog will bark back when she scolds it. n what do i get when i bark back anyway? ill just keep quiet when u scold, yet say i dang er bian feng. fuck off la. study oso tio scold. dun study oso tio scold. listen to music on comp oso is play comp. turn off monitor go study oso say i gehgeh for show. tired le go sleep oso say is play too much. MUST I ALWAYS BE ASSOCIATED WITH PLAY? ur my mum. instead of being happy when i actually sit down and study, u claim im just for show. for goodness sake im not a 24hr geek who plays the comp everydayeveryhoureveryminuteeverysecond.
PLEASE
just fuck off. i noe wads good for me. and theres no more paper left for me cept emath history and a couple of paper1s. anything much to study? precisely. uc ant expect me to mug all day over all these. get real. theres nothing i can do now. i nothing to do go sleep, also kana scold.
wassupwiddat. just go away. which mum will compare her son with a dog
you


s l a ck e d . 7:21 PM 」



almost a month since i last posted. half way thru mids. ill just haveto survive past tomoro and can slack le. wads left are e mcps and emath

ahhhh mids just go away

i thought everything would be over after mids. and i can like slack whole day long
i long forgotten about ncomp. gimmi e passion to train man. totally 'no-no' bout ncomp rite now. no passion, no purpose

slacker's life
my life.